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cuz my friend ieda, is my mirc friend, who is also knows ayun, and her ym status is tish blog. its freaky. how can she get sha’s url? possible they are firends.. or maybe ayun gave the url to ieda, but whatever for? its strange and bugging me. urgh. sha uhh u know shes dreaming of her bf right now (like duh.its 3am there) and ieda’s is in her ym but she on gune phone kot. ngee. heran aku.
gah.
i took a walk just now with baby. so went to this hop but they dont have diet sprite =[
so i tot i can try this ’sierra mist’. hey it looks good on tv ok. i choose the diet one. (since i hate sewwt things) so well it taste like.urgh.not bad, but urgh. its like water + lemon+ lime and carbon dioxide..
urgh. not a tinge taste of sugar. sucks. but i finished up the whole bottle anyway
ngahaha
yeah.whateva *coffs*
kak jas said canon a430 is better. even tho its 4mp. umm plus free printer =/
i need to learn lot of things. photography. hacking. html. cosplay
nagahah
ngee
=DD

but i found skin clearer and *uhuk* more fairer ever since i came here. and loving it. ok. i bought the cam riht, canon a610 but kak mel marah kate i should buy in malaysia cuz camera is tax free. i think like.. wtf have i done? surely la kan. i teforgot nak tanye kak mel brape harge canon tu kat msia. so called up kj and she told me that its around 1k but with a free printer. ok. wtf. i screwd things up. i just love to screw things up.its like in me.in my blood.maybe i should be called a screwer or sumthing. huu. and since i missed my ex i been a ding dong again
oh wtf. i think i should go to thi internet dating stuff and try out
haha i need a fag

peningggggggggg. aku sayang bella. aku tgh ngok negk. uhuh.
whatever. iim still farking missing him tp whatever lah. geram gile aku lately. skali ni skali tuh. urgh.
maybe i have a problem. i need to see a phsician or whatever.
gah. im out

ok. you know what? i just put bella to sleep. and i got a thumbs up frm mum.
ok. here’s what happen. so bella slept lah kan..mule2 mum buat die tido
pastu i went and take a bath
mum x tutup pintu bella tido and i made a lot of noises from so bella got up,crying
so i was like shiity.. but its ok lah.. i bawak die turun bawah
pastu pasang richard clayderman [ok. i dont know why i bother to play it actually]
then i put her down and
tetiba she feel (she still grogy i guess) down straight feel onto the floor and dup she hit her head hard *ok.im bad ok*
so she was crying hysterically and i just took her and swing her.
and keep on swinging her
by the 4th song she slept..
and yeah im a super aunty.ahaks
oh gosh. i couldnt wait to be a mum and raise a kiddo like bella
she’s my everything.

that u are totally bored of my blog. ntuthing to say realy.. hmm. i  want an ipod badly. and a camera and a laptop too. but what should i do? im stuck. i tot of buying camera 1st. then maybe will fix the dell laptop. and then.. about ipod.. i dunno lahhhhhhh.. maybe balik msia and beli kott? im kinda. i dunno. blur-ed up i guess. arghhh.. damn u technology. later i’ll go to the library and return those books and then i dunno what to do lol. i think i keep buying lots of makeup. i have a large amount of eyeliner. and i haha what am i thinking i need more XP.& lipgloss & lipstick and eyeshadow and too much stuff to buy. damn i am such a boros gurl. oh well.

humm i dunno what to write lo. bella demam so x jadi pegi boston marathon. and then mase bella tido in the morn kak rose,johan and i went to the toysRus and johan playwith the trains stuff they have there.. and mase balik around 12 johan tido and bella pun tido balik and i went out to brooks and shaws to get sum oranges and mase balik sempat linger here and there and do my eyes. crazy huh its so boring and now its like 3 pm. argh imma bored lol im taking sum pics now

did i told that i’ve cut my hair already?
hmm.. neway kan.it looks like crap. hahaha
but then again mase amik gambar nampak ok plak?
but for what im stressing my hair like hell? its just sumthing that can grow back
but i hate it lol cuz there is no ‘perfect’ hair cut for me. mum said i look ok with layered hair but
kak rose say it looks like crap. adei. so next month or so im gonna get a straight cut and try again (nanti jadi cam dulu2.. cam budak kecik je)
so well today is easter so we;re going to abg jamie’s parent’s house. but
abg jamie is doing the lasagna and stuff. maybe his parents went to church and no time to cook
another thing i im voluntering for the boston marathon tomorrow. hehe.
oh and bella is sick. poor her. maybe i wont be going to the boton marathon too.
her temprature is so high and maybe going to the doctor later, before going to abg jamie’s parnt;s house
im going to buy the camera soon. canon 610. yesh yesh yesh.
oh well. i gtg lol. need to get ready ok. update later.bye

when i was 14 / form 2 and i used to ride the bicycle sumtimes to school. and i’ll be all sweaty and all. so i decided to go to school earlier and wear a lot of body spray so that i wouldt smell.  ahaa.. so well anyway. i remembered my science teacher need a bicycle for a hari-guru-tournament. it’s a competiton, the slowest bicycle to the finish line win. so on that day right, i wokeup late and rushing to school with the bicycle and tring to get thr the traffic.. but i did reach to school and m tcr win btw. as i remembed lah.ahaha. and why am i writing this? for no reason actually. i missed SS but then again i felt greatdul i moved down to kajang. i do miss my friends so so much.. and hari sukan where i can go and but the a&w stuff and sell things and all. and faking to be sick during the merentas desa (cross country) ah the good old days…

bleh. msn blog is down and i am fedup for myspace for today (haha.. its funny right. i got 3 blogs and i keep randomly bloggin in that 3account) and im so lazyyyy to upadate my friendster profile so wateva. && i feel macam edik gile today and i dunno why.one of my buddies is having a hard time and i feel so sad for her. seriousl if im there i’ll would go to her house everyday and keep her calm and all. but what to do. im here and she’s there. far away from each other…

ahh.. i would like to write 10-pages long in this vlog but sadly i gtg llah. bella just wokeup and i have to play with her. im her babysitter rightt?? anyway.. i’ve deleted like 200 of friends i guess and i feel so lazy to delete all my msges. even yg x guna pun. ish3. im a lzy gurl lol….