new me?

so urm..where do i start..
well i know i did said that i was so sad and all bout mum didnt let me but those tee’s and the jacket riteee
so yeah i ‘mengadu’ kat ayun @_@. lol. smsed him. hey.. i cant mengadu kat my friends cuz.. they all so busy and all.. n he’s willing to waste his prepaid on me XD
and i kinda promised him to changed and all
phhff
where do i start?i dont even know.all i know..i still feel the same (sorry ayun =D)
really like..all those feelings that i told ayun lah
my past,present.. my feelings,deep down secret and all =|
now i wonder why am i telling this even to my blog?
phhft

so im guessing here are my plans (even maybe i think cam x jadik je.muahaha..harap2 jadik la erk)

step 1: balik Malaysia,finish allthe important things forst, driving licence,U application etc

step 2: Dont listen to mum if she disapprove.it’s me and i want to change.im not being a bad-ass daughter but i do waht to change.and i do respect my mum and all.. just i just wanna change ok?

step 3;build up confidence

step 4:change.in and out.makeover frm top to toe

step 5: avoid being called a fag,wannabe,goth or whatever lah.i dont want to be labeled ;]] oh and no fighting yeahhh

step 6 :stay like that. oh but stay the same also.treat my friends all the same and stuff.dont be a biach.. and

step 7:if mum disapprove,slow talk. likle real slow.tell her im in my teen years and i need to be myself.i just can be a mum;s girl till im 50 or older =s

step 8:do cosplay.do what i like to do.read magick stuff. read books, mags and hangout,just loving what i like to do.especially cosplay =D

step 9: pffhht.dont waste money ^_^;; [really..im a big spender and i usually spen my money on fud?? oh well.. i need a rich husband with a guddddddddddddd orang gaji =p]

so right now i can only think of that steps only lorh

One Response to “new me?”

  1. DiVa AiShAH Says:

    lol u go girl!~ hehe

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