ask me if i want any kids
and the answer is NO. big time.
yes they are truly adorable, like my niece,bella.
but it can turn out like johan too.
plus u have to take care of em.
yeah sure i can hire a nanny to take care of em,
but no way.i dun want too.
i mean.. i want a gud nanny.. but gud nanny also means u have to pay them at a gud price.
which is suck.
i plan out if i ever ready to get married or build a family,
i am gonna stop working.like really stop working and take care of my kids
cuz i wanna be a gud mum.
but.. with the diaper changing and the potty training ,
and not to meantion the house will be a mess with toys..
and that suck.
yeah i guess im not ready to get married or have kids yet.
maybe when im old and grey.haha
yeah i feel like i dun want a husband too.
but i dun want to adopt kids too.
like i wanna get pregnant and have kids without a husband
will that be possible?
i think its against in islam,am i right?
plus i heard like father is very importnat in a kids life
it’ll build up their confidence and all
overall, i think guys are useless. i really want to search like a gud man. real gud man who is real gud and have all the things that i need.really understands me top to down.its hard to trust anyone these days.and… will i find that "the one" malaysia? i think maybe.. but potentially i’ll marry someone who is not malaysian.maybe US citizen. not arabic,not malay, chinese, japanese or indian.i cross out that. ouh mabe mexican too. no no mexican for me.
maybe i;ll marry someone and live away from people. i hate people these days. they just gimme the creep. ok.i think im gonna delete silent friends in my fs. HAHAHA.
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